i know i haven't been posting a lot of pictures and have been writing a lot instead. i guess its because i have a lot going on in my life at the moment and don't have the time to find/post anything that intrigues me. i saw bad things coming and i should have better prepared myself for everything that is in my way. i guess i could say that things are slowly getting better, but at the same time i am not so sure. time will tell, and i am sitting here waiting.