day 14.

fourteen not so basic facts about myself.
1. i have been writing ever since i was 11 in a diary or journal of some sort in order to keep myself sane.
2. i can never keep my nails painted because i am constantly chipping the nail polish off in nervous habit and then end up taking it off because i hate when it doesn't look neat.
3. i would die for my dog over and over and over again because she means that much to me.
4. i would rather be at the beach than any other place in the entire world because i feel so relaxed listening to the waves.
5. whenever i feel really bored, i do something that i feel like no one would expect me to do so i can feel original or rebellious i guess you could say.
6. i cannot do art AT ALL unless i am in the mood. sometimes the stuff i make looks like a kindergartner because i just can't get into what i am making.
7. straying away from the norm is the one thing that makes me absolutely terrified in life.
8. i will literally convince myself that buying something is a good deal so i would feel bad later about getting it. aka shopaholiccccc.
9. i have always wanted to dye my hair a dark reddish color but am terrified of what i would look like without my natural hair, or what would happen when trying to dye it back...
10. i am a perfectionist with most things but i am a procrastinator and my room is never, ever, EVER clean. idk how that makes sense..
11. i always have to find meaning in my dreams. i always write them down after i have them and try to figure out what they were trying to tell me later on in life.
12. i strongly believe in my emailed horoscope since i read it AFTER every day and always applies to my life. and no, its not one of those generalized ones that can apply to anyones life, lol.
13. i love meeting new people but i hate learning the stupid favorites like what's your favorite color or food or anything like that. i like knowing everything about someone better.
14. i live to make people happy. if i can make someone laugh or smile, even if it is at my expense, i am happy. it's my favorite thing in the entire world.