should be an interesting day. hopefully everything lives up to my expectations and that reality doesn't get in the way. i have a feeling i will be going against my mind and following my heart though. not something i really want to admit, but i know i am not strong enough anymore. none of you probably understand what the hell i am rambling about so i'll just leave it at that. prom dress shopping tomorrow to get the last one i posted. can't wait.. sorta.