"i fell for this so many times it's ridiculous
but still i stick with this, i'm sick of this
but in my sickness and addiction
you're addictive as it gets,
evil as they come, vindictive as they make them
my friend keep asking why i cant just walk away
i'm addicted to the pain, the stress, the drama,
i'm drowning so i guess i'm a mess cursed and blessed"