you know what? no, i am not going to bed right now because too much is on my dumb, stupid mind. money is such an issue right now considering i spent all of my last paycheck on christmas gifts. and don't get me wrong, i love buying things for other people, but i don't have enough to get the things i want. i want to give so many things to people but can't because i have such a low income due to work. it is stressing me out so much even though i know i will be getting money from my brother tomorrow and when i return some things i don't need. oh, and thursday i get my $40 paycheck, YAY (not)! i really just want all of my shopping done so i can relax and just live without checking my account every two seconds. and on top of all this stress, you.