lost our states game today 3-1. wasn't even fair since we were so much better than the team we played. i guess i just have to realize that its over. in a way i am kind of relieved that i don't have to deal with it anymore, but it still hasn't hit me that that was my last ehs soccer game i will ever play. at least now i can go back to working my ass off and getting my $200 a week paycheck from bigy. it'll be nice having some money to spend, since i haven't gone shopping since before homecoming. *sigh*