so school sucks today. everyone is on some stupid field trip that barely has anything to do with marketing. kinda glad though considering i don't want to see half the people who are on it. whatever. don't feel like playing in our soccer game against granby since i am exhausted from staying up until one last night. staring at the wall thinking about all that i've done wrong is an awesome late night activity. i don't want to apologize anymore. i am thinking about giving up, but i still have some fight in me.