i survived my first day of portfolio with fayhe and i am glad to still be alive. i feel like i have a lot of work ahead of me, but i am ready for the challenge. school was better today. i still saw all the people i didn't want to see today, but i still walked the halls with a smile (or maybe just a faster pace). i realized that the situation is out of my hands now and all i can do is wait. i will not give up, but i will lay off for a little (unless you don't want me to, which i have a feeling you don't). i have a soccer scrimmage today against suffield. i am really terrified to play, but i will do my best, like always, and hope for a good game. after, i am going to the enfield fermi football scrimmage next door. hopefully our game won't last too long so i can see the majority of it. i know we will kick ass, i just don't want to miss the last rivalry game ever.

wish me luck...
(with everything)