drowning.

oh and here is a post of some poetry or whatever you wanna call it that i wrote a while back. just stumbled upon it and i fell in love all over again. no one understands the true meaning besides myself and someone else. that's how it is going to stay.

Under water, everything is muffled. Voices can’t be heard, cannot be used. No one knows what is being said. Nothing is heard. Life stands still. Breathing. In and out is all that can be felt and heard. Until, it stops. Just stops. It hurts to try, so you stop. Life stops. The talking stops. The voices stop. All you hear is silence. Quiet is peaceful, calm. Silence is heaven. I want to be in heaven. Where is the silence?